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7:44 pm
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| Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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6:14 pm
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| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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8:10 pm - it's been quite some time.
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...starting it off with a survey...
RIGHT NOW
I see: this mess i've made.
I need: to bathe, and for our sleepover to come sooner!
I find: that today sucks, bad.
I want: to hug and kiss b!
I have: dirty hair and a smelly hoodie on.
I wish: b was with me now, instead of working.
I love: loving bradley william.
I hate: today, like hardcore.
I miss: bradley william and past friends, as well as warm weather.
I fear: loneliness and illness, and dying alone...and not having a loving hand to hold.
I feel: irritated and emo...and dirty.
I hear: armor for sleep <3!!
I smell: smoke, coffee and perfume, all on me.
I crave: hardcore snuggling with hands on me.
I search: for a smile, today anyways.
I wonder: how busy brad is, and where i'm going.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
Smiled: while talking to brad.
Laughed: at my daddy.
Cried: monday. but things are okay.. wait, i cried today too. i suck at life, right mrs.gingrich?
Bought something: a double cheeseburger @ mcdonalds, which made me hafta poop 15 minutes after. haha
Danced: outkast! shake it like a polaroid picture.
Were sarcastic: a 390471927358615183765807265 times today.
Watched your favorite movie: a while.
Had a nightmare: i think sunday night when alyssa broke out a derringer at lunch.
A LAST TIME FOR EVERYTHING
Last book you read: lord of the flies
Last movie you saw: finding nemo!
Last song you heard: being your walls.
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: last night, going soon so i can catch full house. haha
Last thing you ate: double cheeseburger
DO YOU...
Smoke: nope, it's icky...and deathful.
Do drugs: legal.
Have sex: you betcha. ::smiles::
Sleep with stuffed animals: od and b. hehe
Live in the moment: i try to, i do more then i used to.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: mmhmm!:)
Have a dream that keeps coming back: nah.
Play an instrument: nope.
Believe there is life on other planets: perhaps.
Remember your first love: every new thing out does the last, you know?
Still love him/her: nopers
Read the newspaper: yep
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes, you betcha.
Consider love a mistake: you make what you want of it. as of now- not at all.:)
Like the taste of alcohol: eh..depends
Have a favorite candy: i love candy!
Believe in astrology: nah
Believe in magic: nah
Believe in God: not in particular.
Pray: sometimes, to whoever it is.
Go to church: only when b makes me go with him. if he's getting punished, i hafta go too.
Have any secrets: none that i will reveal online. mwahahahah!
Have any pets: sadie and anthrax 2, that's our kid. hehe
Do well in school: average
Wear hats: yeh. my old man hat.
Piercings: ears..thas all.
Have any tattoos: nope
Hate yourself: nah
Have an obsession: food and lovin.
Have a secret crush: nope, just b.
Do they know yet: uh huh
Collect anything: nopers
Have a best friend: i did. then they disappeared, but it's okay... i still have b and my mommy.
Wish on stars: only when i'm with b.
Like your handwriting: sure?
Have any bad habits: rubbing my nose and washing my hands, which isn't bad... but...compulsive.
Care about looks: not to the extreme.
Believe in Satan: eh.
Believe in ghosts: eh.
so anyways it's been like years since i've updated.
i work at shit hole esthers, but it's a job and that's more then some can say. brad and i will be together for 16 months on christmas day :), and it has been the best 16 months of my entire life. he's got a job at home depot, making all the bling in the world so he can buy me stuff, haha (jk). xmas shopping is sucking the life out of me, but it's gotta be done! ms.natalie's 17th birthday is on friday and we're gunna party hard, party hard! just us ladayyyys!
umm, school is pretty gay, i'm either doing hella good or sucking hella bad, so..? yesterday i went to ctc, brad was on a field trip down near philly, but we went in VBT and all the boys were yellin and it really made my day! haha, justin was like "look, it's brad mcclary's girlfriend!" and then mitch is like "IT IS BRAD MCCLARY'S GIRLFRIEND!!!" and that went on for awhile...and it made me laugh A L O T. then i saw wilson!! he's so cool. haha... anyways, i cannot wait for tomorrow cause i'll see bmizz and i love him tons, and then friday is gunna rock! dinner with the girls, then b and i are having a slumber party!!!!! anyways, farewell children.
current music: armor for sleep :) <3
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| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
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10:53 am
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well.. this past weekend was good, it went way too fast...but nonetheless, it rocked.
friday me,b,melissa, and sven all hung out..
saturday me and b went out to eat for his bday at red robin, it rocked...then we went here and there, ended up at his house, then mine, then the mall...then we went to scott and bobbi's to bring her a cute balloon, then redners for beef jerky and hot chocolate, then my house for a sleepover! :)
sunday we went out for chinese ::drools:: b got stabbed with a crab leg, and now i think he's going to grow a claw on his thumb!! hehe.. then we went to the mall, went to walmart, and went to his house.. around 4 tanya and sam came over for his birfday and we hung out until 8ish. it was funnnn! tanya can talk, and talk, and talk, and talk! oh yes, and i also woke up a lady sleeping on a park bench! mwahahahaha!
goodness, b is the best person ever!!!:):):)
:(linds was in a car accident yesterday, luckily they had their seatbelts on, and luckily the airbags worked. she had me all teary eyed on the fone last night... i'm so glad her and kristie are okay!
i got a job. for real. esther's-busgirl/cashier-$6/hr, start friday on cash, go in sunday for bussing 9am-3pm, porkie will be there, whew.
anyways, i'm low, and sick, so uh.. bye
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| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
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10:23 am
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i needed a mental health day...
so i stayed home!
i haven't updated in forever, but it's not chapping my ass.
life doesn't revolve around the internet and all the idiots that dwell here, you know?
school has been going good, my grades are kicking ass, even chem! werd.
brad and i have been verrrrrry good, as always. things just get better and better everyday we're together. :)
monday rocked, tuesday rocked... ::grins:: it was HOT!!!
whew! homecoming was super fun, brad looked so boopin cute, after homecoming rocked. we had a pajama party!!! hehehehehehe!
i babysat on sunday night, made $20 for that, then monday brad and i went to pete's and ate some bitchin good food...then yesterday i ate taco hell... mm,mmm,mmmm!!!
jeff and jody are up from florida and i am so excited to see them! anyways, i've got shtuff to do...
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| Saturday, September 20th, 2003
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10:16 am
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MySoulisDieing4U: lol i talk to caitlin about you alot
MySoulisDieing4U: like you and brad and just you
MySoulisDieing4U: i think she was getting jealous at first but im like no dees like a sister that puts my ass in check
daiprncssdeceit: hahaa
MySoulisDieing4U: and i want her to meet good people before we go to the dance and ppl talk shit
daiprncssdeceit: yeh
MySoulisDieing4U: i told her the story how you chewed up food and spit in my mouth lol
MySoulisDieing4U: and when i put nair on my tum tum you used you cold hands bc i was a moron
daiprncssdeceit: ewww! lol
daiprncssdeceit: hahah
MySoulisDieing4U: i was like yea shes going out with jesus
MySoulisDieing4U: and she was just like ummmm ok
MySoulisDieing4U: shell understand eventually
daiprncssdeceit: yeh
har har har.
some hurricane.
not.
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| Monday, August 25th, 2003
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3:31 pm
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have a job interview tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so excited.. man, janelle is gunna be so happy!!!!!!!:):):)
then me and brad are going on our picnic!!!!
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12:33 pm
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ONE YEAR!!!! <3<3<3<3<3
i love youuuu.
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| Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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11:26 pm
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so life is wonderful now that bradley is back and all mine :).
ONE YEAR in TWO DAYS!!!:) we are gunna go on a picnic and have some fun!!!
steve came home yesterday!!!!!
he's all thin and bald! he came over today and i freaked out and ran and hugged him, and brad followed right behind!! then he left, then we left, then we came home and he came back! haha. we played super nintendo all night...then he assaulted brad, then we went over to melissas and debbie was there!<3 she's so cute!!!... then we came home... and now brad is on his way home.
its good to have my 2 closest friends home!:)
tomorrow is hershey park with brad trav and steve.. it's gunna be wild!!!
i'm beat.
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1:07 pm - my schedule
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so here goes it, and if you're viewing this- holla if you have anything with me:::
pd 1-broadcast journalism- sweeney!:)
2- chem- saner :( (i'm getting that shit changed with janelle!)
3-english-frye (errr)
4/5- Journalism-newspaper- grimes!:)
6-lunch-yum yum
7/8- controversial issues (am. history 2nd semester)
9/10-study hall/phys ed
11-law- sellers!!!:)(semester uno) semester dos-illustration
12-algebra dos-ashman.
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| Monday, August 11th, 2003
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12:39 am - 19 hours to go!!!
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MySoulDiedForYou: is ur xanga workgin yet
daiprncssdeceit: i don't have a xanga chief!
MySoulDiedForYou: damnit i knew that
daiprncssdeceit: hahaha...so what are you askin?
MySoulDiedForYou: i don tknow
silly silly herb!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waitandbleed871: ill see you tomorrow
daiprncssdeceit: ahh!
waitandbleed871: goodnite beautiful.
daiprncssdeceit: that sounds so good to hear!!!!!
daiprncssdeceit: hehehe
waitandbleed871: i know i know
brad comes home in close to 19 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i get my other, better half back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
::dances in circles!!!::
i'm seriously melting away right here, right now. i cannot wait to feel those arms wrapped around me, and i cannot wait to feel those lips on these lips!!! i'm short of breath right now-- you have no idea how i am feeling.. holy anxiety attacks!!! mm,mmm,mmmm! tomorrow at 3:15 i will be even closer to my baby!!! :):):)
gosh, being in love never felt sooooo good!!!
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!::jumps up and down!!!::
i love him so much!
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| Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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11:45 am
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i know that she needs the money and all-- but i hope skippy gets called off of work, so then we can hang out!!!!!!!!! ahahahaha i'm so excited.
current mood: sleepy and excited!!
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| Saturday, August 9th, 2003
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11:12 pm - it shines so beautifully!
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my baby comes home in 2, read it, TWO days!!!
I talked to his mommy today, she sounded suhleepy.
then i talked to him. :)
so i woke up at 11 today, and have been cleaning ever since.
next weekend is my grandmas 80th bday, and she's having this big bash, which is going to turn into the north vs. the south, GEE, I CAN'T WAIT! ::makes fist:: at least kelly, manda, and tommy will be there. so anyways, mom and i have been cleaning like mad because next weekend uncle bern, almost aunt amy, jenny+her boyfriend, alexa and mackenzie, and matt and his girlfriend will all be staying in my not so big house! it's gunna be fun, but man is it gunna be packed! jamie is still a tossup, but whateva.
::dances:: brad comes home in T W O days!
i simply cannot wait!
i really hope that natalie and i can do something before school starts because she is so freaking fun to be around and so damn adorable! :)
i'm bringing in this not so good evening with mix cds, the donnas, and a new found glory. they're all good friends of mine!..and since i'm incredibly bored, i will give you my current tracklisting:::
afi-the leaving song pt.II
finch-grey matter
further seems forever-monachetti <3
keepsake-we should've rode the..
a new found glory- 2's and 3's
snapcase- believe,revolt!
shai hulud-sauve qui...
boy sets fire- voiceover
tsunami bomb-..not forever
dashboard-hands down
unsung zeros-miracle
divit-dressing room
strike anywhere- notes on..
link 80-the last time
so so bored. i hate the internet.
i want brad. now.
current mood:  bored
current music: link 80-the last time
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003
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10:27 pm - beach and all that jazz.
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oh my oh my oh my.
i was going through all of my old ass emails, and i found some amusing shit!
".....but ya know.......i think dan is just really horney...and i dont' want to see you get hurt." ~melissa. true dat. lmao!
"so..just write me back or call me or something...just help me sweetie..your the best i have!!!
i love you deanna
your my bestest friend ever and i coudl never ask for a better one then you~~~
~MELISS~"~ awwwwhhhh! :)
" ANYWAYS... then my friend shannon came up and said that dan was talking about me, and i was like "haha, okay? ::rolls eyes::" shannon said he was just like "yeh one day she told me to fuck off and then i saw her at a show and she was hanging out with this brad kid, and that was all- now we barely ever talk."
oh, boohoo. haha." - me to brad.
and now natalie and andrew are talking about school:::
Crazy1454: ew dee the school is in major shitty shape
daiprncssdeceit: i heard. dustin said
daiprncssdeceit: like..how bad?
Crazy1454: yeah
Crazy1454: like
Crazy1454: BAD
Crazy1454: we aren't going to even have hot meals until novemeber
Crazy1454: november*
Crazy1454: we are going to have pizza and like sandwhiches
Crazy1454: there is no office
Crazy1454: theres only freakin 6 clean classrooms that are fit to be used
daiprncssdeceit: hahaha... great!
Crazy1454: and i guess like some superintendent of like construction or whatever came in and he was like wow i have never seen a more hazardous sit
daiprncssdeceit: ohmy
Crazy1454: site*
daiprncssdeceit: who did u hear this from?
Crazy1454: mr brewer
Crazy1454: cuz trev drives with him
daiprncssdeceit: oh
Crazy1454: and i take him to his lessons
Crazy1454: sometimes anyways
Crazy1454: but yeah
Crazy1454: its ICK
Crazy1454: and its dirty as hell
daiprncssdeceit: hahaha.. great! lol
Crazy1454: we walked through
Crazy1454: i'm scared
Crazy1454: :-(
daiprncssdeceit: lindsey said that all the room #'s are changed around..
daiprncssdeceit: so it'll be like.. being back in 7th grade
Crazy1454: why did they change them around?
Crazy1454: like i care
daiprncssdeceit: i don't think it'll be that bad!
Crazy1454: yeah i know
Crazy1454: i mean they have like 2 weeks or so
daiprncssdeceit: lol.. like seriously natalie, we have fun EVERYWHERE we go!
Crazy1454: which is kinda a long time
Crazy1454: i know!
daiprncssdeceit: and as long as we all are together, we'll be fine!
Crazy1454: now we just get to play in dirt
daiprncssdeceit: like i'm excited for this year even if our school is in ruins!
Crazy1454: me too
Crazy1454: its gonna rock
Crazy1454: my car will be ready to drive on MONDAY
daiprncssdeceit: AHHH!!!:-)
Crazy1454: omg this year is gonna be awesome
Crazy1454: i can tell
daiprncssdeceit: i know.. i cna't wait!
Crazy1454: like you me janelle risser trev hahahaha and everyone else
Crazy1454: omg
Crazy1454: except emily shes a big fat dyke whore
daiprncssdeceit: hahaha.
Crazy1454: did i tell you what she di?
Crazy1454: damn it i can't type
Crazy1454: did*
daiprncssdeceit: no!
Crazy1454: omg
Crazy1454: me trev katie and mallorywere hanging out
Crazy1454: and emily came over
Crazy1454: and like
Crazy1454: we were upstairs in the computer room
Crazy1454: and i was sitting across the room
Crazy1454: and trevor was on the floor leaning against the sofa
Crazy1454: and emily was sitting on the sofa
Crazy1454: and trevor was like leaning back
Crazy1454: but he was sitting on the opposite end
Crazy1454: anyways
Crazy1454: she like
Crazy1454: laid across the sofa so she could reach him
Crazy1454: and wa slike
Crazy1454: running her hands through trevors hair
Crazy1454: like
daiprncssdeceit: UH!
Crazy1454: she was playing with his hair
Crazy1454: YEAH
Crazy1454: i was like UHM HELLO? >:o
daiprncssdeceit: wtf!
daiprncssdeceit: it's like ___!
Crazy1454: and mallory looked at me like..wtf?
Crazy1454: YEAH LIKE THAT
Crazy1454: and trevor got up
Crazy1454: and i'm like
daiprncssdeceit: wtf!!!!!!!!!!! >:o
Crazy1454: EMILY STOP PLAYING WITH MY BOYFRIENDS HAIR>:o
Crazy1454: and i was pissed off and trevor was like hunny dont be mad you know i dont and never will like her
daiprncssdeceit: man, now i'm pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crazy1454: and i'm like yeah i'm not mad at you
Crazy1454: i was like but you'd be pissed off if tim started fucking playing with my hair
Crazy1454: and hes like yeah i would
Crazy1454: and GR
daiprncssdeceit: akjui;ahsdiguhaskdghaksjf!!!!!!!!!!!!
daiprncssdeceit: aggggggghhhhhhh
Crazy1454: then tonight she fucking tried to be like hey whats up
Crazy1454: rehtiphytoihrtpihter
Crazy1454: omg
Crazy1454: FUCKIN SKANK WHORE>:o
i freaking adore natalie.. she is a riot!
so the beach was a blast! we left on sunday around noon, and got there around 3:30ish. the outlets closed at 7, so we decided to go sit on the beach and watch the sunset. it was hott! me and melissa shoulda like frolicked in the sand like we were in a music video! hahahaha.. then we went back and drank some booze, ate some garbage and went to bed.
monday, we went to the outlets in the morning, i bought a swimsuit top at nike, and volcom shorts at pac sun... then we went to the beach and amber was there.. we had fun, but the air was crazy cold...we went to the boardwalk that night and ate at grottos, andy showed up and ate there too... then me and melissa met up with amber and malissa out on the sidewalk and we went down to the rides, then went in some shops-- i bought a bitchin volcom tee.. then after all that boardwalk shizzle, we went back to the campground and slept.
tuesday it rained until 2pm, afterwards we went to the beach, the waves were huge but the ocean was too cold and amber wasn't there, so i sat out that day. tuesday night we ate at the campground, around 9pm amber and andy came over to escape the madness of the beach house. amber ended up staying over after we drove toooo and fro with gump (aka andy) jammin to new metallica--heck yizzay!.. then melissa fell asleep, and me and amber ended up chatting until 130 am, when it started to storm like mad.. then i slept.
wednesday we went to the beach at like.. noon, and the waves were slammin!!!!! me and amber were in the water from noon-5. it was suhweet. i got all torn up from my board, and andys board, but it was well worth it.. holy hell, we were getting wrecked left and right, but it was mega fun. wednesday night we went to the boardwalk and ate at LOUIES!!! that place rocks... after we ate, me and melissa took off up to kemp mill records, i bought a cd for bradley.:).. then andy called to see where we were, we found them and we all dicked around until chip and malissa showed up. trudy hertzog came up to me and hugged me awwh!.. we talked for a little, then me and melissa went to use up our tickets-- we went on chaos and acted like idiots, then we went on the gravitron whatchamahoozie... me and meliss were never on it before, and it was crazy shit! so yeh.. we got off of it and i ended up being hella low.. like 51 or some shit... earlier i had bought gage a flamingo hat, it's crazy (we got pix).. so i put it on and stumbled down the boardwalk and everyone was like "nice hat!".. then we come to these 2 benches full of guys, all staring at this thing on my head- and me- with no inhibitions is like "well hellllloooo fellas, good too see I have a crowd! " and then they asked me "who would win in a fight, a pirate or a ninja." and me being all "harrr matey!" is like "uhhhhmmm, A PIRATE!" then they're all like "ooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" and it was dumb.. so we're parked on freakin virginia blvd.. which is forever away when you are 51, and we walk past this bar and i see this table of guys, like.. old guys, and i mutter "what in the hell" in a queer voice and they all look at me at once and are like "NICE HAT!" and i'm just like "thanks.!" thinking "you can't rock this shit!"...yep... then we went back to the campground and talked to our neighbor jason, who was drinkin with my dad, who is in a band..? i don't know?.. then i went to bed after watching doggy fizzle with mom :).
thursday we packed up and came home...
today was alright. i had a dr. appt.. nothing too exciting..
i talked to brad for a little today<3. he comes home soon!!! i don't think he wants to leave his daddy.. but he'll see him in november, or something i doooo believe. awh. i just want him to be happy. :\
i must call his mother tomorrow or something...
sunday me and natalie might do something together!! weeee! she is so fun to hang out with!
me seepy now.
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9:58 pm
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x. My Father thinks I am: the coolest
x. My mother thinks I am: hilarious and genuine.
x. My sister thinks I am: ..i don't have a sister
x. My brother thinks I am: all of the above.
x. My grandma thinks I am: so much nicer then my korean cousin alyssa!
x. Worst qualities: i'm tooooo nice to people who are tooooo mean.
x. Three things you are often complimented for: clothes, smile, and hair.
x. A compliment you got that made you blush: "you're booootiful deanna"~bradley.
x. Makes you happy: BRADLEY!!!:):):)
x. Upsets you: whores. filthy, filthy whores... and spics.
Y e s O r N o. . .
x. You keep a diary: kinda
x. You like to cook: yes
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone:..maybe?
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: sometimes
x. You believe in love: fa shizzle!
L a s t . . .
x. Movie you rented: the pianist
x. Movie you bought: the suicide kings
x. Song you listened to: destinys child- jumpin jumpin.
x. Song you've downloaded: some sinatra or other.
x. CD you bought: aerosmith-get a grip for bradley!
x. CD you listened to: glassjaw- everything..
x. TV show you've watched: doggy fizzle!
x. Person you were thinking of: bradley!:)
D o . . .
x. You wish you could live somewhere else: nah
x. Others find you attractive: maybe?
x. You want more piercings: nah
x. You do drugs: nope.
x. You smoke: nope.
x. You like cleaning: sometimes.
x. You like roller coasters: yup
x. You write in cursive or print: both.
x. You carry a donor card: nope.
x. You have a crush on somebody: brad and tony blair.
H a v e Y o u. . .
x. Ever cried over a boy/girl: yes.
x. Ever lied to someone: yes
x. Ever been arrested: nopers!
W h a t . . .
x. Shampoo do you use: it varies...v05,loreal,suave, whateva.
x. Shoes do you wear: sambas or nigger nikes.
x. Are you scared of: ovens
N u m b e r . . .
x. Of times you have been in love: 1.5, i think.
x. Of times you have had ur heart broken: a few.
x. Of hearts you have broken: a few.
x. Of guys/girls you have kissed: a few.
x. Of people you've slept with: 1.
x. Of people you consider you're enemies: 1
x. Of CDs' that you own: a lot.
x. Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a few.
W i t h T h e O p p o s i t e S e x . . .
x. What do you notice first: shoes/hair/eyes/teeth
x. Last person you danced with: brad?
W h o . . .
x. Makes you laugh the most: brad, gage, melissa, steve, and fat brad.
x. Makes you smile: everything makes me smile. brad makes me smile the most though.
x. Do you have a crush on: brad and tony freaking blair!
x. Has a crush on you: brad and i wish tony freaking blair!
yep. i'm bored.
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| Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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11:56 pm - because mitchell is the man!
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Have you..
Fallen for a friend - nopers...well porkie--in like..2nd grade.
Made out with JUST a friend - no way!
Been rejected - a few times, no biggie.
Been in love - most definately.
Used someone - yep. that's what i do, isn't it?
Been used - yep.
Cheated on someone - eh
Been cheated on - no
Done something you regret - yep
Who was the last person..
You touched - my mommy <3
You talked to - my mommy <3, or devan.
You hugged - my mommy <3
You instant messaged - devan
You yelled at - tommy
You laughed with - my mommy <3
You had a crush on - bradley dubbya mcclary.. then we fell in love!
Who broke your heart - you broke my record, you broke my heart.
Are you/have you been...
Obsessive - kinda
Obsessive compulsive - very
Panic - nah
Anxiety - always
Depressed - never
Suicidal - once
Obsessed with hate - never
Anywhere but here - werd?
What are you listening to - nothing
Can you do anything freakish with your body - ;).. haha.. no, not really. i can burp incredibly loud and i can pick up things and use them with my toes.
Do you have a favorite animal - sadie
Right now..
Current Clothes - shorts, new volcom tee
Current Mood - sleepy
Current Taste - water
Current Hair - messy ponytail, as always
Current Annoyance - i miss bradley, and i'm low...and that bitch at the boardwalk shoulda been slugged.
Current thing I ought to be doing - sleeping
Current Desktop Picture - clouds
Current Favorite Group - the cure, as always.
Current Book - me no read now.
Current DVD In Player - probably platoon.
Current Refreshment - wata.
Current Worry - too sleepy to worry.
Current Crush - bradley dubbya mcclary, and tony blair!
Current Favorite Celebrity - is tony blair a celeb? because i adore him!
Are you...
Understanding - yep
Open-minded - always
Insecure- never
Interesting - perhaps
Hungry - sometimes
Friendly - always, even if you are a dickhead.
Smart- yep
Moody - sometimes
Childish - when i'm low...hahahaha, last night.
Independent - kinda
Hard working - yep
Organized - semi.
healthy - maybe
Emotionally Stable - yep
Shy - never
Difficult- probably- sorry brad. :(
Attractive - nah
Bored Easily - nah. i use my resources, then flip to boredom.
Thirsty - nah
Responsible - yes.
Happy - always! always! always!
Trusting - yup!
Talkative - sometimes
Unique - sure?
Who do you want to..
Kill - "we should use them as weapons of mass destruction!"
Slap - that bitch at the boardwalk
Be like - me.
Own - .. you're silly ass!
On you..
Name - deanna susan seyfert
Nicknames - dee, deeeeeeee, denana
Hair color - brown.
Birthday - 3*5*87
Eye Color - guhreen
Siblings - 2 big bros
How do you describe yourself - tired.
On friends..
Friend you go to for advice - mom. then brad/melissa/steve.
Friend(s) you have the most fun with - all of them!
Friend(s) you've dreamt about - prolly all of them!
Friend(s) you tell secrets to - i don't have any secrets.
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| Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
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10:40 pm - behind her eyes there are curtains..
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...funny iMs...
daiprncssdeceit: dustin.. would you be a pal and spear me in the uterus?!
MySoulisDieing4U: sure
MySoulisDieing4U: no problem
daiprncssdeceit: thanks! :-)
MySoulisDieing4U: haha anything for you dee
=talking to dustin like whoa=
...and then there is andy...
MXAndrew789: denna is gay
daiprncssdeceit: who the hell is denna?! haha
MXAndrew789: ok i didn't put the fucking a :'(
daiprncssdeceit: lol
MXAndrew789: ok DEE ANN
daiprncssdeceit: that's better
MXAndrew789: so what in the hell are you doing
daiprncssdeceit: leaving for the beach tomorrow.
MXAndrew789: what beach
daiprncssdeceit: cape henelopen
MXAndrew789: uh what
daiprncssdeceit: it's in delaware.. near lewes.. it's a state park
MXAndrew789: sounds like it would be in fucking africa or something
daiprncssdeceit: hahaha
=that kid cracks me up, also like whoa.=
aghhhh... i hate being a girl...!!! >:O it hurts!!
and now i'll be at the beach with this monstrosity! thank god for advil and midol and pillows and brad.
we're leaving tomorrow, i'm so excited.
brad is also leaving tomorrow for tennessee, he's so excited.
then i come home from the beach, then he comes home from texas.
...then steve comes home from oklahoma...
LIFE IS GOOD.
...then school starts...
then life gets ickyishishish again.
i miss seeing my friends, the crew- dustin, janelle, melissa, STEVE!, natalie :),trevor, linds, katers, thee man(mitchell), travis, and fat brad all in the same building.
i hope this school year rocks. it's gunna be sweet having steve there alllll day long! so instead of our 12th pd strolls, we'll have every period strolls!
homeroom is always fun- devan is a blast. we beat the hell out of each other every morning during the pledge, that and mrs.grimes was a sweetheart...
maybe this school year won't be so bad! either way- i don't really care.
why does it feel like i'm upside down...?!?!?! holy whacked out equilibrium!
i can't wait until life is back to normal, and so is my body...and so is our intimacy! haha.
i'm going to go. i'll update when i get back from the beach.
current mood:  crappy
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| Friday, August 1st, 2003
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10:56 pm - from jamie who yanked it from skippy, who yanked it from god only knows...?!
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1. What's on your bedside table?
an alarm clock, chapstick, glasses, and 2 fotos of bradley and i. :)
2. What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
hmm.. it varys... probably my obscene obsession with the cure and all their "mix" albums.. haha.
3. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
i don't usually raid the fridge at night.
4. What is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
little mermaid!...nooo.... stepmom gets me every now and then...A.I made me cry like a bitch!
5. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
lypo. haha.
6. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
ovens, damn hansel and gretle
7. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
i agree with skippy- silence
8. Do you ever have to beg?
for money, sometimes.
9. Do you have too many love interests?
nope- just one! :)
10. Do you know anyone famous?
yup- sienna goines. drank a beer with her. :P
11. Describe your bed.
i love my bed! tall black iron canopy, minus the canopy cloth
12. Spontaneous or plain?
eh.. both, i guess.
13. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
liv tyler.
14. Do you know how to play poker?
nope
15. What do you carry with you at all times?
money and insulin
16. How do you drive?
i'm a slacker.. i don't really drive.
17. What do you miss most about being little?
jessie. :(
18. Are you happy with your given name?
sure
19. What color is your bedroom?
off white walls with a purplish carpet
20. What was the last song you were listening to?
filter-where do we go..
21. Have you ever been in a school play?
nope
22. Have you ever been in love?
yep!:)
23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
yep and most of the time
25. Do you think you're cute?
i guess?
26. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
yes, too nice.. i should kick some people in the dick instead of smiling and saying hi to them.
// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls? see somewhere above..
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? sheets are green with leaves on them, and my bankey is off white with blue green and purple shizzle...and then there is brads blanket.. mm,mm.
03. What color is your rug? purple
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? bulletin board full of nonsense... posters-deftones.
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big? yes, 13incher
06. Do you have a phone? not in my room.. i hate phones.
07. Do you have your own computer? yes, but not in my room
08. Do you have a desk? no
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? pictures, cd's, and pillows
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? pictures, bottles, and my bed!
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? yeh
// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? find glasses
02. Anything unusual? i usually run into the same wall every morning.
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? nope
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school? hell no. who cares.
// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack? black
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work? depends
03. Do you listen or doodle? both
04. BE QUIET - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle? lyrics and leafs and this and that
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? depends on if steve is driving that day! :)
06. What do you do right when schools over? go home and talk to bradley after i go pee.
// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? yes
02. Happy? for awhile
03. Tired? yes
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? yes
// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? yeh
02. What are some hobbies of yours? sleeping, cuddling, making out
03. Do you collect anything? not really
04. What do you do in your spare time? sleep
05. Are you in love, or at least falling? yeppers
// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed? watch tv and say goodnight to brads photo. haha
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? yep.
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? on either side.
04. Do you like your life? yep.. but not now, i'm low.
-------- Have You ---------
Smoked?: yes
Been Drunk as hell?: no
Shoplifted?: a few times
Lied? yes
Betrayed a friend? never
Been to jail? nopers
Smoked weed? never
Done LSD? never
Done any other illegal drug? nope
Given oral sex? yes
Received oral sex? yes
Screwed something not of the human race? no. ew
Screwed something not alive? no. ew
Cheated on someone? --
Used someone? yes, melissa and natalie, all the time, right girls?
Paid someone for sex? nopers
Been paid for sex? nopers
Played strip poker? nopers
Skipped school? always
Skipped school to get high / drunk? nopers
Danced naked? maybe?
Danced naked in public? nopers
Flashed someone? nah
Mooned someone? nah
Kissed someone? mmhmm!
Kissed someone of the same sex? on the cheek-melissa
Held hands? yeppers
Hugged someone? i wuv hugs. specially the good ones! :)
French kissed? yessss
Had sexual fantasies? mwahahaha
Stolen money? no
Stolen money from family? no
Stolen drugs from family? no
Been convicted of a crime? no
Dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'? brad's a slut.. haha.. jk..obviously
Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? nopers
Been called a whore? by alan and alan only.
Been called a bitch? by alan and alan only.
Watched porn? at devans.. that was whacked.
Taped porn? no!
Watched porn you taped? no!
Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? yeppers:)
Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? it was in park! lol
Used sex 'toys'? no
Tried to kill yourself? just once.
Tried to kill someone else? no
Told someone you hated them? yep
Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? possibly
current mood: me low.. :(:(:(
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10:07 pm
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gotta pack for the beach.. werd.
i talked to bradley a little.. he's supposed to call tonigh. <3. him's precious...
i think i lost my train of thought.. gotta call melissa and see how much moolah she made!
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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9:02 pm - i'm unfolding...
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so... MELISSA WON GRAND FREAKIN CHAMPION MARKET LAMB!!!...now i know that may sound like we're rednecks-- and we partially are, but-- she is gunna be raking in the moolah! good job hun! papa and grandma were there, so was grammy risser, rick, liz(obviously) and michelle! becky is a hunny, awwh! we were all so freakin excited that she won!!! me and michelle went to staples, and of course i got the urge to shoplift, because that is what that store induces on me... it must be all the bright, pretty colors. haha... so anyways, we bought posterboard and glitter glue shizzle then we went back to the fair and made her a big sign! hehe. chris behney was there... that kid is whacked, like seriously. I saw my cousin Kyle, and I thought i saw Tonya (brads friend) but it wasn't her cause she was toooo tall. Tom and Sharon were there...tomorrow is Mandas 18th bday--happy bday hun! :) ...so anyways, dad came and got me-- now i am here talking to mitchell and listening to SA<3. mmmmmmmmm!
daiprncssdeceit: i feel dirty.
daiprncssdeceit: lol. i was out at the fair all day and i smell like a barn yard!
daiprncssdeceit: lol
everysecondtoday: haha i smell like that all the time!
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everysecondtoday: my goodness neither of them are prettier than you
everysecondtoday: id be like "no more vagina till you take that back!!"
daiprncssdeceit: haha! thanks!
everysecondtoday: :-)
everysecondtoday: uh uh guess waht!!!!!
daiprncssdeceit: huh?!
everysecondtoday: i got my new guitar
daiprncssdeceit: suhweet!
everysecondtoday: yes!
i really do smell weird. ew. i think that a shower would be appropriate very soon!
brad is in dallas right now, pickin up the brats... there is this mall there with an espn zone indoor skatepark.. i hope they go-- so brad can tear it up! haha.
i'm in an unusually good mood.
i love strikeanywhere.
i love bmizzle more though.
current mood:  dirty
current music: strikeanywhere-you're fired.
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